My Nakama

**Restoration** · 10-12-2011, 02:28 PM

This feeling..... Of leaving.....
I don't like it.
I never have.
I wish I could return "home", but I can't.
I'm seen as a traitor to my "home", the order.
I'm being pursued by something I can barely understand.
My Left arm is not helping the situation at all.
The 14th I can feel his presence inside of me know.
He's trying to break free. . . . .
I'm not planning on losing,
No, I never will.
I will keep fighting,
because One day I will return home
to my friends, my nakama, my family,
and . . . .
To her.
I know now what that feeling was when I saw her cry and yell at me not to leave, but I also know I made the right choice. . .
Did I?
Yes I had to, or else I'd be dead and I wouldn't be able to see her or my nakama again.
I hear the voice every time I’m able to fall asleep;
it says “Do you want power? Do you not want to be from this sorrow? Why don’t you let me free, don’t let the corrupt order, and its innocence. HAHA, how funny, they call it innocent when it’s a device used to kill.”
It’s obvious that it is the 14th probing my mine. I don’t sleep because I’m tired of him,
He never shuts up... always trying to make me give in.

I also heard Kanda came back.
He’s such an Idiot.
He was free.
But I understand why He came back.
He’s probably heard what happened by now.
Hahah, he probably so mad he’d want to kill me.

I wonder what would happen . . .
what would happen if we were to mean on the battlefield. . .
I know we’d have to fight, I’m prepared for that though,
I said I would be, and I truly am,
that’s at least what I think.

**Heart** · 10-12-2011, 03:53 PM

O.O cool... that was very cool

**Restoration** · 10-12-2011, 07:57 PM

lol I just realized how many errors i made, I'm sorry it's like that, its something quick i put together in school, on my laptop when I was bored. And thanks I'm happy that you like it

**Heart** · 10-12-2011, 09:03 PM

well, I'm glad you posted it

**Restoration** · 10-12-2011, 09:18 PM

thank youuuuu

---------- Post added at 05:18 PM ---------- Previous post was at 05:07 PM ----------

heyyy think I should make a second part with with LenaLee, a third on kanda, and a fourth on Lavi ?!

**Slay CLay** · 11-24-2011, 05:58 PM

That was so epic!! Loved how you portrayed Allen very well C:
I think you can be able to create one for Lenalee and even Kanda, but I don't know with Lavi since he's AWOL.